MILKA STOYANOVA


DEATH

Death is an old woman
Wandering in search of her cane,
Catching your hand instead.
And the elected are YOU:
To see HER
Home.



THE BELOVED IS…

The beloved is a mussel valve,
A gleam dispersed by a meteor.
A smile – a climber up on my ankle,
Up and up
To the very entrance of my thought,
To the ruins of my dreams,
To the image of a virtual person
That copied my features,
To those virtual doors of happiness
That are banging
Under this stars of my optimism.
It's my memory for love
That's my only friend.



I HEAR YOU CALLING ME

I hear you calling me
Among the twinkling particles
Of perfection.
I hear you calling me
Soundless,
In a hurry,
Before my coming to life:
Fire – brand like
Entering my heart;
I hear you in my sleep
When sleepless;
I hear you soundless,
Reciting verses
Dedicated to me,
Scratching in my verses.
I hear you soundless,
Clearer and ckearer,
Clearer than before:
Many ages before,
Ages of our inconsciousness before,
Ages of a sentence to life,
Ages of hunger
And happiness
In ignorance,
Walking along your grace person
Reflected in my eyes.



BEYOND MY POWER

It is beyond my power
To bear the burden
Of your absence,
You, marked astrologer,
And tender tormentor,
My master
And a martyr,
My husband
Of, It's beyond my power
It comes in night time
Its eyes and mouth
Make the record
Recur in my memory,
Sending away
The swans
Of my sleep,
Burrowing
In the summer
Of the absurd passions,
Tugging me along the sandy track
Of your soul.
Oh, it's beyond my power!
And it's incomprehensible:
That same wish in day-light:
To go on touching
The wounds of my grass
Smiling
Moving wings glorifyng
The promises of a life
For naives.



SOCIETY EYES

I see those eyes:
Mauve-blue,
Dark
As nights of ghosts,
Emerging up,
Out of the bottom
Of their bed.
I see those eyes
Whit the tail of my pupils,
From the bottom
Of the darkness:
Ruthless,
To ring my heart in,
As a sea.
I see those eyes
Down to the deep sea bed
Of my questions,
Deeper and deeper,
Rising and asking,
Clearer and clearer,
Alerter and alerter,
Bolder and bolder;
And their freedom
Getting furier
And furier judge.



THE RAINY DOGS

I saw them galloping
In the dark night
In front of my window:
Bewildered,
Glittering,
Transparent,
Entranced,
In a rush:
The rainy dogs.
I saw them
Growing,
And their transparent bodies
Filling up
Cold water
And rushing on
In the night,
Galloping
By my window,
Being at
The very target;
Carrying a tempest
Whit them:
Those rainy dogs;
Being unwilling
Unable
To stop rushing;
Pelting
On the window glass,
And scuffling
To flow out,
As water.



BEES

They get satiated
Of a few bloom only;
Though, being so restless;
Working
And working
And working;
As they knew
How greedy for honey
We are.